Excruciating Pain: A Personal Battle Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headaches

It was a dreary Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a intense pain sprang behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid stabs, similar to lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable.

The attacks appeared repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an annual cycle. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on agony in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP finally sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.

Cluster headaches often start with intense discomfort behind one eye that lasts for several hours.

Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches typically start with sudden, excruciating pain focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.

What unites patients is the severity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the figure fell to four percent when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.

Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.

Nevertheless, the inability to plan life around erratic pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an evil spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.

Ancient medical texts propose bizarre remedies for what some experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.

It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery that delivers blood to the head. Leading experts in diagnosing the condition note this.

In the late 1990s, scientists published the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.

Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. One man's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms.

Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But many first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.

A charity trustee, 78, has experienced the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode eased.

Official guidelines on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific medication administered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of some people.

But leading specialists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the bout determines the treatment.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive treatment alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.

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Christian Mullins
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